You're a slave to it. You are! You have hundreds of owners demanding your attention, and you give it to them. When you don't, they get mad at you. They blame you. You're committed to them. You're owned.
You wake up in the morning and you check it. You have emails and messages waiting for you, and their senders are awaiting your reply. The clock's ticking.
If you're like most people, your shower is one of the few times of the day where you don't have it with you. Maybe you feel free during your shower, or maybe you need to take a quick one so you can check it again when you get out. What will happen when they invent a waterproof one? It's only a matter of time.
If you own a "Smart" one, you have more than just emails and messages screaming for your time. You have Facebook posts, Twitter feeds, new "app" updates and BBM conversations. Your attention is demanded through any of these medium so your pocket vibrates, you put your head down, and you're glued until your reply is sent. Then it burns in your pocket while you wait for another buzz.
Amazing how it sucks you in, isn't it? It captivates you and steals you from the rest of the world. You'll look down on a beautiful sunny day to use it. You'll abruptly pause a conversation with your friend to answer to it; face-to-face interactions take a back seat. You'll keep steady eyes on it when crossing the street, giving it priority over your alertness to oncoming automobiles, pedestrians, and bikers. You'll let it join you on a dinner date and place it on the table right next to your entree. What does it contribute to your discussion? Does it enhance your dining experience? You'll formulate a crafty way of hiding under your classroom desk to hide it from your teacher so it doesn't get taken (well worth the risk 'cause you can't bear waiting until the end of the period, even if it
is only ten more minutes). You'll switch it to "vibrate" when asked to turn it off so you don't miss anything. You'll have "face-time" on
it, rather than in real life. You'll put your life in danger by using it behind the wheel.
It's not your fault for being obsessed. We all are to some extent. It's a product of our culture. Better yet, it's thrilling to be connected, to have access. We walk around with the world in our hands, a world smaller now than ever before. And we like it because it empowers us to project to infinity and beyond. It's hard to blame ourselves for being intrigued, and it's o.k. to be. We
should be able to utilize our luxuries. But are we too dependent? Are we addicted?
It's when we abuse our phones that problems arise. Consider the text message for a moment. It's quick, it's easy, and it's practical in times where a phone conversation isn't ideal. Yet it all-too-often functions as a replacement for actual conversations. We're uncomfortable to bring up a topic in person, so we vent our feelings in tone-less text that can be edited a thousand times over before being sent. This isn't how real interactions take place, in fact, it is how we have come to avoid them altogether. No relationship of any kind can last with such impersonal communication.
So how can we improve?
Try weaning off of yours for a little while, as has become my newest effort. You'll notice how much more freedom you feel, how much more observant you become, and how much more time you have to think for yourself. Turn it to "silent" when you're in class, and you'll notice how much less your attention is diverted. Turn it off when you go to sleep, and respond to your messages another time. Avoid its constant presence in your life, and you'll be free to focus on yourself. You'll see how many people everywhere are hypnotized by theirs, while they look down and miss the world and you look up and take it in.
You don't have to be a slave to it if you don't want to be. All you have to do is leave it behind.
(The "observing other people hypnotized by their phones" experiment is actually very entertaining. Try it while walking to class, shopping in a store, or in any public place. Once you aren't thinking about your phone all the time, look around you and notice the staggering amount of people either talking, texting, or simply holding their phone while they go through their daily routine. Look at how much they
aren't paying attention to what's around them. Why haven't you ever noticed these cell phone addicts before? You've been one of them.)